The way of light

It’s anger,
Against whatever I could not achieve,
Against all those unfulfilled aspirations,
Against myself, through others.

How long,
Will the blame game continue,
How long,
Will i find solace in ficticious mistakes of others,
How long,
Will i take my side,
How long,
Will i try to prove without actually trying.

But i find my strength,
In my past and in my present,
I find it in my future,
I find it through others.

I will see the world,
With my own eyes,
Life as it is,
Discard as it is not.

Reality and not fiction,
Will show the light,
Ill move to those heights,
Which i thought ill never reach.